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matress machete
Dec. 7th, 2020 12:49 pmhhhhey folks
so, new inhuman page is up.
so here we are, last month of 2020. somehow i made it. somehow you, the person reading this, made it. it was not easy. my mind cant help but go to those who i know didn't make it. but... we should carry on and try to improve our world for their memory, is kind of how i feel about that. so. that is what i'm still going for.
my followup with oncology was mostly all good. my bloodwork came back a little screwy (66% kidney function...) but i went back a couple days later and they took more blood, and my kidneys were doing better. still the best they can do after chemotherapy is 80% functionality, but i'll take that over 66% yknow? i just need to be careful about things like hydration and not overloading on potassium or protein. micromanaging!!! woooo!!!
speaking of... please help this person. because they're facing the worst case scenario i just dodged. the only difference is our skin color. so please, please help them. this is their gofundme.
its snowing outside rn so im exceptionally moody. everything feels quite stalled right now, like the entire world is just gritting teeth to get into the new year and doesnt want to do aught but the bare minimum beforehand. or maybe im projecting.
the cats are well. ive found myself dreaming about my pets (both alive and dead...) a lot. audrey is a tiny little clown, and its always funny to watch luna try to be too cool and tough to deal with her. ren honestly could care less as long as her sovriegnity is respected. and most of the time audrey does. but she is still baby.
blegh okay well as i write this time and daylight tick away. need to clear snow off the driveway before darkness falls. enjoy the page, as after this one we're going to change scenes. to something a wee bit less fighty i think. yes.
so, new inhuman page is up.
so here we are, last month of 2020. somehow i made it. somehow you, the person reading this, made it. it was not easy. my mind cant help but go to those who i know didn't make it. but... we should carry on and try to improve our world for their memory, is kind of how i feel about that. so. that is what i'm still going for.
my followup with oncology was mostly all good. my bloodwork came back a little screwy (66% kidney function...) but i went back a couple days later and they took more blood, and my kidneys were doing better. still the best they can do after chemotherapy is 80% functionality, but i'll take that over 66% yknow? i just need to be careful about things like hydration and not overloading on potassium or protein. micromanaging!!! woooo!!!
speaking of... please help this person. because they're facing the worst case scenario i just dodged. the only difference is our skin color. so please, please help them. this is their gofundme.
its snowing outside rn so im exceptionally moody. everything feels quite stalled right now, like the entire world is just gritting teeth to get into the new year and doesnt want to do aught but the bare minimum beforehand. or maybe im projecting.
the cats are well. ive found myself dreaming about my pets (both alive and dead...) a lot. audrey is a tiny little clown, and its always funny to watch luna try to be too cool and tough to deal with her. ren honestly could care less as long as her sovriegnity is respected. and most of the time audrey does. but she is still baby.
blegh okay well as i write this time and daylight tick away. need to clear snow off the driveway before darkness falls. enjoy the page, as after this one we're going to change scenes. to something a wee bit less fighty i think. yes.
