hmm

inhuman...update?

perhaps the last spring special ever... are you prepared

not a lot to say. its been a rough week of heavy depression and intense anxiety. effexor seems to be able to get my heart rate under control, at least, but it wears off very fast. faster still if i eat like a normal human instead of subsisting on crumbs while hoping for death. but at least my hrt levels are looking good/normal/stable.

the zine prints i ordered were.... no good. the previews didn't accurately show the cutoff margin, and there were weird blue lines. dark greys were all kind of one uniform shade of black, in spite of saving in cmyk for print. so i had to do edits and re-order, which i wasnt really thrilled about but i really can't justify sending people something that i can't tolerate looking at myself.

one of the comic chapter proofs arrived, but also needs some corrections before i can safely declare it good to go and put it aside.

listened to the new New Pornographers album Continue as a Guest. read the new junji ito book Liminal Zone and i liked the weeping women comic in it.

hoping that plants start growing soon.
see you next week