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not_funsooo here we are, another week gone by, another page completed even tho my scanner is chewing the colors as hard as it can
Inhuman updated
it's been a few days on the increased med dose now, and i do feel better! less 'oh my god a sinkhole is going to swallow the house i cant sleep' though there's def a sense of being just generally on edge still, constantly.
and i picked up some kind of flu or cold this week. it only lasted like two days? but it was enough i wasted 4 covid tests trying to figure out if it was covid. first test was positive, subsequent 3 were negative. so i think i just messed up and contaminated the first test some way.
still masking tho. everyone should be, because all the data indicates we're going towards another surge.
there were a few nice days out here this week, and i got to get out in the garden which was a good brain massage. creeping jenny is coming up, the creeping phlox is turning green. there's a few irises pushing leaves up, and obviously some daffodils doing the same. living on the shady side of the street means everything is a few months behind the sun side, but it's still nice to see things taking off. oh and the periwinkle!! that really got going during the winter!! i'm hopeful i can have it choke out the invasive lawn grasses over time. the lilac trees are putting out buds. there's probably another good snow in the weather headed our way but for now i can relish in the return to life of things around here.
next week i talk w my obgyn about scheduling a hysterectomy, aka removal of the uterus. i wish that was the end of my cancer risk organs buuuuut colon cancer is a hereditary risk soooo there's that coming up in my near future to screen for too. hopefully itll just be an uncomfortable embarassing butt exam every year.
medical bills are still stacking up under the new insurance, tho, so if you could hlep with a donation of 5 or 10$ a month that'd be really honestly wonderful. 10 is the average donation most backers make! if you're already supporting at or above that, i thank you. and you probably are already familiar with my feelings about mortality and the physical limitations on drawing that radiation therapy has left me with. but even donations in the form of that pauper's ransom go a long way, since i can try to slowly pay off what i owe the hospital over time this way.
i really wish covid was actually over. dont you? i really do. i miss going places.
catch u next week...
Inhuman updated
it's been a few days on the increased med dose now, and i do feel better! less 'oh my god a sinkhole is going to swallow the house i cant sleep' though there's def a sense of being just generally on edge still, constantly.
and i picked up some kind of flu or cold this week. it only lasted like two days? but it was enough i wasted 4 covid tests trying to figure out if it was covid. first test was positive, subsequent 3 were negative. so i think i just messed up and contaminated the first test some way.
still masking tho. everyone should be, because all the data indicates we're going towards another surge.
there were a few nice days out here this week, and i got to get out in the garden which was a good brain massage. creeping jenny is coming up, the creeping phlox is turning green. there's a few irises pushing leaves up, and obviously some daffodils doing the same. living on the shady side of the street means everything is a few months behind the sun side, but it's still nice to see things taking off. oh and the periwinkle!! that really got going during the winter!! i'm hopeful i can have it choke out the invasive lawn grasses over time. the lilac trees are putting out buds. there's probably another good snow in the weather headed our way but for now i can relish in the return to life of things around here.
next week i talk w my obgyn about scheduling a hysterectomy, aka removal of the uterus. i wish that was the end of my cancer risk organs buuuuut colon cancer is a hereditary risk soooo there's that coming up in my near future to screen for too. hopefully itll just be an uncomfortable embarassing butt exam every year.
medical bills are still stacking up under the new insurance, tho, so if you could hlep with a donation of 5 or 10$ a month that'd be really honestly wonderful. 10 is the average donation most backers make! if you're already supporting at or above that, i thank you. and you probably are already familiar with my feelings about mortality and the physical limitations on drawing that radiation therapy has left me with. but even donations in the form of that pauper's ransom go a long way, since i can try to slowly pay off what i owe the hospital over time this way.
i really wish covid was actually over. dont you? i really do. i miss going places.
catch u next week...
