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not_funhey reminder there's an amazon worker strike going on right now. do not cross the picket line. but also just dont use amazon in general anyway if you can avoid it. sux, i wish other sites still allowed people to create wishlists!!
i'm still biting my nails counting hours before MICE. i've got my print book mostly in order, minus like three or four pages. everything except a tablecloth has showed up in the mail. i need to create a standee for sticker display still, but ... i think im mostly ready o.o i am very impatient and waiting will be the hard part.
yesterday was american thanksgiving, a holiday which generally brings on dark feelings for me. so alph and i spent it visiting w new friends leor & newt & squeek and we all played card games and petted cats. it was a good time! i often forget that my instinct to just take a jump socially is really the correct one... that most of my self doubt is just because of years of weird stalkers or family bs. learning to stop second guessing my instincts is difficult.
i suppose if therapy has given me one good thing, it's that validation. like the old edgy 90s tshirts said, it's not paranoia if they're really out to get you.
still have to send out a bunch of holiday cards, and i haven't even begun to write them x.x i'd rather just huddle for warmth and try to figure out how to line things with a cheap brush and little pot of ink. that, and play final fantasy xiv.
speaking of card games... the phone pokemon card game has this great looking mewtwo card in it where it's all greenlit and breaking out of a window from team rocket hq. can we PLEASE get that made into a real card?? asap??
waiting on arc5 prints still, i missed the thanksgiving weekend deadline with a proof so rip i may not have those on hand for MICE. ah well. i'm trying. hope to see some of you there!!
i'm still biting my nails counting hours before MICE. i've got my print book mostly in order, minus like three or four pages. everything except a tablecloth has showed up in the mail. i need to create a standee for sticker display still, but ... i think im mostly ready o.o i am very impatient and waiting will be the hard part.
yesterday was american thanksgiving, a holiday which generally brings on dark feelings for me. so alph and i spent it visiting w new friends leor & newt & squeek and we all played card games and petted cats. it was a good time! i often forget that my instinct to just take a jump socially is really the correct one... that most of my self doubt is just because of years of weird stalkers or family bs. learning to stop second guessing my instincts is difficult.
i suppose if therapy has given me one good thing, it's that validation. like the old edgy 90s tshirts said, it's not paranoia if they're really out to get you.
still have to send out a bunch of holiday cards, and i haven't even begun to write them x.x i'd rather just huddle for warmth and try to figure out how to line things with a cheap brush and little pot of ink. that, and play final fantasy xiv.
speaking of card games... the phone pokemon card game has this great looking mewtwo card in it where it's all greenlit and breaking out of a window from team rocket hq. can we PLEASE get that made into a real card?? asap??
waiting on arc5 prints still, i missed the thanksgiving weekend deadline with a proof so rip i may not have those on hand for MICE. ah well. i'm trying. hope to see some of you there!!
