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[not_fun]

why is the arborist not picking up the phone to get money from me for his workers
why is the scooter still randomly idling at full throttle
why did it take a fucking half hour of getting misgendered to get off the phone with the bank when i realized i just accidentally transfered the wrong amount of zeros to cover a purchase and they WOULDNT LISTEN TO ME SAY THAT and thEN TRIED TO TELL ME T HAT and IF I DIDNT NEED LIKE FOUR SCREENS BECAUSE BANKS DONT EVEN WORK ON DESKTOP ANYMORE MAYBE WE WOULDNT BE IN THIS MESS WOULD WE FUCK my life oh my god

i am trying to paint whatever
its becoming really apparent that if i have to write a full on entry every day even when i dont feel like it im just going to wind up screaming and screaming and screaming some days huh

feel like trash, read a whole bunch of the immortal life of henrietta lacks instead of being productive. medicated cats. pushed an order through for something to show off at woo pride to compliment the dragons.

tomorrow is streaming which is not a low stress endeavor but the income is needed in a dire way so here we go why not

i despise the grind