stone by day
Aug. 16th, 2025 05:53 pmstill keyed to maximum stress right now, which is pretty normal for being trapped 5 hrs in front of a screen without real breaks
after discovering you sat in cat pee
after having a night of nightmares where everyones asking why you didnt do your homework this week and you keep explaining well my father was in the hospital and they go i really dont care and i dont want to hear it no excuses wheres your homework
blughgggh
i moved my little iron yard ornaments of hedgehogs (like, sillouettes on stakes) to the sawed stump. the soft rot in the center meant i could cluster them all around it like they're up there having a hedgehog meeting. the smell of it was incredible because there's some intense humidity right now and a real desire from the sky to let loose and rain - but it hasn't happened yet. it was the smell of undiluted and fresh wood rot turned to dirt, mixed with the dry sawdust smell of when it was cut. clean, soft to the touch crumbling dirt has its own sweet scent. mixing together was really wonderful. highlight of my day tbqh
also wired headphones arrived so i can adjust the volume on the mp3 player via the mp3 player when listening in bed or whatever yayyyy
no ttrpg tonight, GM's either busy or recovering from the doctor and i forget which. i'm going to take the chance and seize on a few hours fucking around playing final fantasy. though i should undoubtly do some stretches and such first. like i said. tethered to a chair for five hours.
i have been poking at some new podcasts, though there's really a derth of good new stuff right now. i think i mentioned land's end - a story abt a shepard with a mutating flock. i also liked dead arcology, a post-apoc scifi told from several points of view. there's a lot on dead arcology still to be explained and uncovered and i like that. i'm interested in the hexings too, but the sound mixing (especially for the censorship beep) really needs some help. it is way, way too loud. and used very regularly. which makes for a disruptive and kinda annoying listen in parts especially at night. theres a few other i'm meh on that i found but i guess if they begin to wow me i'll write them up.
pop got his oxygen setup at home, and i didn't have a chance to take the scooter out today. i mean shit i didnt even have a chance until about ten minutes ago to wash the piss laundry. streaming day is kind of do literally nothing else and pray you make over min wage while youre at it. but i do absolutely feel i get treated more humanely when it's pencils pens and paper.
tired, should eat, being heckled by a goblin to pull out a cat bed for her.
later
after discovering you sat in cat pee
after having a night of nightmares where everyones asking why you didnt do your homework this week and you keep explaining well my father was in the hospital and they go i really dont care and i dont want to hear it no excuses wheres your homework
blughgggh
i moved my little iron yard ornaments of hedgehogs (like, sillouettes on stakes) to the sawed stump. the soft rot in the center meant i could cluster them all around it like they're up there having a hedgehog meeting. the smell of it was incredible because there's some intense humidity right now and a real desire from the sky to let loose and rain - but it hasn't happened yet. it was the smell of undiluted and fresh wood rot turned to dirt, mixed with the dry sawdust smell of when it was cut. clean, soft to the touch crumbling dirt has its own sweet scent. mixing together was really wonderful. highlight of my day tbqh
also wired headphones arrived so i can adjust the volume on the mp3 player via the mp3 player when listening in bed or whatever yayyyy
no ttrpg tonight, GM's either busy or recovering from the doctor and i forget which. i'm going to take the chance and seize on a few hours fucking around playing final fantasy. though i should undoubtly do some stretches and such first. like i said. tethered to a chair for five hours.
i have been poking at some new podcasts, though there's really a derth of good new stuff right now. i think i mentioned land's end - a story abt a shepard with a mutating flock. i also liked dead arcology, a post-apoc scifi told from several points of view. there's a lot on dead arcology still to be explained and uncovered and i like that. i'm interested in the hexings too, but the sound mixing (especially for the censorship beep) really needs some help. it is way, way too loud. and used very regularly. which makes for a disruptive and kinda annoying listen in parts especially at night. theres a few other i'm meh on that i found but i guess if they begin to wow me i'll write them up.
pop got his oxygen setup at home, and i didn't have a chance to take the scooter out today. i mean shit i didnt even have a chance until about ten minutes ago to wash the piss laundry. streaming day is kind of do literally nothing else and pray you make over min wage while youre at it. but i do absolutely feel i get treated more humanely when it's pencils pens and paper.
tired, should eat, being heckled by a goblin to pull out a cat bed for her.
later