there is no where that i cannot go
Aug. 13th, 2025 07:07 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
not_funso the hdmi port on my monitor is loose or dying or whatever, oh well. thats life for you.
pop got to go home from the hospital tonight!!! he's got a pulmonologist he's planning to meet with now, and probably needs like oxygen at home and stuff. sucks. but i'm glad he's able to go home and that they all agree he's doing better than when he came in. he wasn't gasping between his words today at the least
audrey peed the couch, a sure sign she believes things are returning to normal fsdfasdf shes eating SOME of her medication, not all, but ... we'll get there. perseverance in the pee war is key.
i moved all the insulation rolls to the garage early cuz there was a chance of storms. one of those situations where you know that if you leave it out there to get ruined, it's 100% gonna rain. and if you move it, it wont rain. currently its thundering its ass off but not a drop has fallen. i tried to tempt it by putting the laundry out over the railing to dry, but no dice.
steam cleaned all the pokeyman plush that will be going to market and wiped them down to get all the dust and cat fur that lingers atop. the only ones who show a little wear and tear are the really, really, really old ones that have just tagged along since gen1 or whatever. i hope they find their way to new trainers.
felt kinda better-ish today, but not 100%. hearing my dad feel significantly better certainly didnt hurt. but i dont know, a lot of brushfire anxiety and a lot of nightmares still. and the monitor blacking out is really annoying. ugh i really shouldnt have taken saturday off streaming, its of Course income that woulda covered a replacement monitor blrag argagjf grr
well, i promised myself i'd work out so i really ought to. but also i just put on fivel goes west and its still a really gorgeous fuckin movie god damn those backgrounds purdy.
i read another webbed comic today, revenants. it's still seemingly early in the story, a very character driven mystery. but also in a very specific way extremely from the uk in a way only people who've never lived in american gun culture get about the like, horrible hell of american gun culture. it is very clearly not like pro get a gun and shoot a guy, but the fascination is i guess like being fascinated with both the machine's ability to do only one thing and the fear of that. because for all the gunshots flying around in revenants, i cant help but notice the creator cuts away from or keeps its distance from the bloody death every time. i like the character emma the best, the protag (until the latest arc) seemed to live with the superpower of not being traumatized by gun violence. i think america is unfortunately already full of people with this power & it leads them to make rash and dangerous choices. with guns. but given the latest arc, i feel like that was an intentional choice about the character. and i think it also reveals some anxiety about like 'what if when you did pull a trigger, you couldnt help yourself and just wanted to kill again like a switch flipped'
really my biggest question is why these kids all trust their cell boss. i aint seen no evidence he's right and doing anything but manipulating a bunch of traumatized young folk. but perhaps i am wrong.
there goes the monitor again. man this sounds like a chase scene with tiger the cat too wahhh
i should just ask on socmed if anyone wants to do a commission to get a new one gghhghdhfds
i really try to keep social medias off my phone bc it is total total cursed object brain poison. but the phone is an anxiety rectangle anyway innit
oh i hear a few raindrops!!
and tiger the cat is about to open a caboose and bump into a doggi. teehee
later taters
pop got to go home from the hospital tonight!!! he's got a pulmonologist he's planning to meet with now, and probably needs like oxygen at home and stuff. sucks. but i'm glad he's able to go home and that they all agree he's doing better than when he came in. he wasn't gasping between his words today at the least
audrey peed the couch, a sure sign she believes things are returning to normal fsdfasdf shes eating SOME of her medication, not all, but ... we'll get there. perseverance in the pee war is key.
i moved all the insulation rolls to the garage early cuz there was a chance of storms. one of those situations where you know that if you leave it out there to get ruined, it's 100% gonna rain. and if you move it, it wont rain. currently its thundering its ass off but not a drop has fallen. i tried to tempt it by putting the laundry out over the railing to dry, but no dice.
steam cleaned all the pokeyman plush that will be going to market and wiped them down to get all the dust and cat fur that lingers atop. the only ones who show a little wear and tear are the really, really, really old ones that have just tagged along since gen1 or whatever. i hope they find their way to new trainers.
felt kinda better-ish today, but not 100%. hearing my dad feel significantly better certainly didnt hurt. but i dont know, a lot of brushfire anxiety and a lot of nightmares still. and the monitor blacking out is really annoying. ugh i really shouldnt have taken saturday off streaming, its of Course income that woulda covered a replacement monitor blrag argagjf grr
well, i promised myself i'd work out so i really ought to. but also i just put on fivel goes west and its still a really gorgeous fuckin movie god damn those backgrounds purdy.
i read another webbed comic today, revenants. it's still seemingly early in the story, a very character driven mystery. but also in a very specific way extremely from the uk in a way only people who've never lived in american gun culture get about the like, horrible hell of american gun culture. it is very clearly not like pro get a gun and shoot a guy, but the fascination is i guess like being fascinated with both the machine's ability to do only one thing and the fear of that. because for all the gunshots flying around in revenants, i cant help but notice the creator cuts away from or keeps its distance from the bloody death every time. i like the character emma the best, the protag (until the latest arc) seemed to live with the superpower of not being traumatized by gun violence. i think america is unfortunately already full of people with this power & it leads them to make rash and dangerous choices. with guns. but given the latest arc, i feel like that was an intentional choice about the character. and i think it also reveals some anxiety about like 'what if when you did pull a trigger, you couldnt help yourself and just wanted to kill again like a switch flipped'
really my biggest question is why these kids all trust their cell boss. i aint seen no evidence he's right and doing anything but manipulating a bunch of traumatized young folk. but perhaps i am wrong.
there goes the monitor again. man this sounds like a chase scene with tiger the cat too wahhh
i should just ask on socmed if anyone wants to do a commission to get a new one gghhghdhfds
i really try to keep social medias off my phone bc it is total total cursed object brain poison. but the phone is an anxiety rectangle anyway innit
oh i hear a few raindrops!!
and tiger the cat is about to open a caboose and bump into a doggi. teehee
later taters
